my parents just moved to a new state, and i went with them and am staying til my school semester starts. it was jarring but ok at first because my lovely gf came with me and kept me company for a month, but she went back home and i am stuck here, in the middle of nowhere, knowing no one. my summer is moving a strange pace, long days of doing absolutely nothing zipping by. i can feel summer's potentiality for getting new works and such done slipping through my fingers. i feel crushed and totalled. i am listening to some kate bush and lou reed records and its helping a bit but not enough.